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Friday, December 30, 2011

Tsunayoshi :: Young Love :: Sawada

Tsuna…you’re so far away now.
But you’re in a better place.
Don’t worry about me!
I’m just fine!...
I prayed to him as I kneeled beside the coffin with a large X marked on it.
Though, I’m sorry for letting you slip away…if only I was useful.
I touched the daisies softly with my finger tips as it tickled me.
Tears brimmed my eyes as they started to over flow and spattered onto my white sundress.
“T-Tsunayoshi-kun…” I moaned as my heart started to ache by the lack of his presence.
Knoc thump clack clack
…What the hell?!?
My eyes widened as the coffin’s lid started to slide open.
What the hell…
I backed away slowly as I began to shake.
There sat up the younger Tsuna in the coffin that my husband occupied a moment ago.
“A-Ah where am I?!” Panicked the young Tsuna.
“T-Tsunayoshi-kun!” I cried as I ran towards him and hugged him tightly.
“A-AH!” Why is this pretty woman hugging me?!?!
Oh god…she’s so pretty…even if Kyoko and Haru put together they cannot even match her beauty.
Oh but why does she seem so sad…and of all…WHY IS SHE HUGGING A LOSER LIKE ME?!?!
“T-Tsunayoshi-kun…” I looked up to him as he blushed and watched my lips slowly making towards his.
“A-Ah…” Tsuna whimpered as I gently pressed my soft lips on his as I pressed my body against his.
Oh god…I never felt breats against me before…ugh w-what do I do?!?!
He slowly pushes me away, even though he liked it he had no idea who I was.
“I-I’m sorry…but who are you? It’s rude how you know my name but I don’t know yours…haha…sorry again.” Tsuna shyly scratches his head.
“O-Oh I’m sorry! I forgot…” Ah…her voice was so sweet thought Tsuna as another blush crept onto his cheeks.
“I-I’m [Name] Sawada!” I smiled brightly.
“S-SAWA—SAWADA?!??!” Tsuna squeaked as he backed up and fell into his coffin.
I giggled as I gently pulled him up.
“W-Well…before it was [Last name] but, haha…how can I put this to not frighten you?...Well, in the future you and I are married Tsunayoshi-kun!” I smiled as he silently gapped.
“And…there’s another thing, but I don’t want to frighten you any more than I already did so I’ll keep it a secret for now kay?” I winked as he looked like he was about to faint.
“Well anyways it isn’t very safe here, we should get back to the hideout.” I stated as I quickly walked towards the hideout.
‘Wow…she’s so graceful and not to mention pretty! How can I guy like me marry someone like her?!?!?’ Tsuna mentally thought as he spaced out.
“T-Tsunayoshi-kun?”
“A-Ah yeah! I’m coming [Name]-san!”

--A few days in the future
Tsuna really likes Kyoko huh? Even though she causes nothing but trouble with Haru.
Wait, why am I so jealous!?! I’m already married to him…

--The day Kyoko decides to sneak out of the hideout
I know she really misses her brother but she can’t just be selfish and do that…
And I don’t want Tsuna and the others to worry about her…I’ll follow her then!
I put on a cloak that looks similar to Lal’s as I buckled my boots.
Though I don’t have a weapon on me, I can still buy enough time for her to escape…since Tsuna loves her so much I’ll protect her with my life.
“Hey there! Aren’t you Kyoko Sawasaga!?!” A man from the Black Spell asked her as she panicked and screamed…I guess it can’t be helped.
He grabbed her roughly as I stepped out.
“Hey, leave her alone.” I called as Kyoko looked my way.
“[Name]-chan!!!” She cries, way to say my name out loud…
“[Name] Sawada!?!?” The man called as he let’s go of Kyoko, dammit this guy’s after me now…well it’s a no brainer of course he wants Tsuna’s wife!
“W-What is it?” I tried to sound brave as I stepped in front of Kyoko.
“Heh heh, the boss will be happy if I bring you back.” The man said with a smirk as I returned a smirk back to him.
“Kyoko, go back to the hideout.” I ordered her as she nodded and ran away.
Smack, kick, bam
“F-Fuck…” I grinned as I wiped up the blood from the corners of my mouth, but at least Kyoko is safe.
He kicks me to the floor as I hugged onto my stomach that I was so protective of…and he noticed.
“Heh, so it seems that you are protecting something really important huh? Is it Vongola Tenth’s child?”
No…he can’t find out or he’ll kill the baby for sure!
“No…my stomach is just sensitive alright?” I lied as he raised a brow.
“Hm, is that so?”
Oh no…he’s going to hurt me for sure now!
“A-Ah…” I cried as he steps onto my stomach as my arms wrapped around protectively around it.
“Herbivore…”
“Wha-?”
Smack
I slowly sat up and laughed “Hey Kyo-chan! Why are you here?”
Hibari glared at me as I stood up while putting on a brave front, he smirked and sighed.
“Dumb butt.”
“H-Hey!...oh yeah…Kyo-chan please don’t tell Tsunayoshi-kun what I did today okay? I don’t want him to worry.”
“He won’t worry he doesn’t even like you.” Hibari bluntly stated.
“H-Hey!!! I know but I don’t have to hear that from you!” I puffed as I continued to walk.

--Back at the Hideout
“Kyoko…” I called as I walked into the kitchen to see her worried look.
“Ah! I’m so glad you are back [Name]-chan!” She cries as she hugs onto me.
Damn I swear all she can do is just cry…
“Stop causing Tsuna trouble.”
“W-What?...”
“Stop being so weak and selfish and think about him sometimes. Just cut out that ‘poor me’ act!” I spat as Tsuna walked in.
“[Name]…”
Oh no…
Smack
D-Did Tsuna just slap me across the face?!?...well I guess I deserved it.
“That’s enough [Name], leave.” He ordered as he turned towards the crying Kyoko.
“A-Are you alright Kyoko-chan?”
I plastered a fake grin on my face while holding back the tears.
“I’m sorry Tsunayoshi-kun, I was just trying to help.”

--In my room
I touched my face as I looked into a mirror, I’m horrible, stupid and ugly, I deserve to be dead.
“[Name]” called a familiar voice.
I quickly wiped away the tears with my sleeve as I turned to face the door to see Hibari leaning on the frame.
“Hi Kyo-chan!” I grinned pretending nothing happened.
He sighed and walked towards me as he pulls me onto the large bed that Tsuna and I once shared.
He touched the red print on my face gently as he lowers his face and gently places a soft kiss onto my forehead.
“So, since clearly that herbivore hates you…are you going to take my offer?”
I smiled as I looked up to Hibari.
“I know that Tsunayoshi-kun really hates me…but I still really love him! It’s alright! It’s not like he ever hurt me!”
Even though he just slapped me five minutes ago…but I can’t let anyone know about that! It was so embarrassing!

Hibari sighed once more and embraced me with a smirk on his face while making eye contact with Tsuna that stood at the door.
Little did I know that he was there.
“Even though you are bearing his child, is it really worth it? Being treated like nothing?” as Hibari’s smirk grew as Tsuna’s face flushed red and his mouth gapped open.
“I-I told you everything’s alright!...” I chuckled as my heart squeezed.
“[Name]…”
“*hic*…K-Kyo-kun!...h-he really hates me! A-And I really hate myself for that! I-I’m nothing but trouble for him!*hic* I just want to die!...*hic*…I just…want h-him to be happy! Even though he *hic* hates me I will do anything *hic* for…for…”
“Shh…” Hibari coos into my ear as he continued to make eye contact with Tsuna.
“You deserve better than him [Name], but now isn’t the time to take you away from that herbivore, rest for now.” Hibari smirks at Tsuna as he lifts me up and tucks me into the covers.
“Thank you Kyo-kun for always being there for me!” I smiled at him as Hibari gave me a gentle smile and placed a kiss on my forehead.
“Rest, I’ll visit later.” He says as he walks out of the room and closed the door to face Tsuna who hid behind beside the door frame.
“Herbivore…” Hibari gives Tsuna a dangerous smirk as he lifts Tsuna’s chin to face up towards him.
“If you don’t claim her soon, I’ll take her away from you…”
“H-Hai H-Hibari-san!!!” Tsuna squeaked as Hibari chuckles and leaves him.
‘I never knew that [Name] was pregnant…and she risked herself for Kyoko-chan! Kyoko-chan never told me that! She just told me how [Name] was yelling at her…’ Tsuna thought to himself as he unconsciously opened the door to me and the future Tsuna’s room.
He walks over to the large bed and swiftly but gently touched my cheeks with his soft fingers.
“T-Tsunayoshi-kun?” I asked as I slowly opened my eyes and sat up.
“H-Hiiii!” Tsuna screamed as he fell backwards.
I looked down at him as I smiled softly “What’s wrong?”
“I’m sorry about earlier…and everything.”
“Oh don’t worry about that!” I chuckled as I waved my hand.
“You’re too good to be mine…you’re so brave and caring. You even risked having a miscarriage to protect Kyoko-chan!” He says as he holds onto my hands while giving me a worried face.
“H-How did you know?...” I really didn’t want him to know…he has enough to worry about.
“Well! Any who, don’t worry about me! I can take care of myself” I smiled at him as I patted his fluffy hair.
“[Name]…I’m a really lucky guy huh?”
“Hm?”
“C-Can I kiss you?”
“W-What?!...” a blush crept onto my cheeks, I really didn’t except him to say this!
“I-I know that I am younger than you by [how many years] b-but we’re married right?”
“I-In the future yes but I-“
So soft, gentle and warm.
My eyes slowly fluttered closed as he moulds his lips with mine.
“Mmm…Tsu-…” I gasped as I didn’t expect him to run his tongue along my lips.
Tsuna smiles as he hugs onto me.

--A few months later
My stomach has become a little more noticeable…
Even Lambo is questioning me!
Though…he just thinks that I got fat.
Laugh

--After the fight
“Tsunayoshi-kun…” tears formed as I touched his wound gently.
“I’m alright, don’t worry about me.” Tsuna smiled as I watched him carefully.
I don’t want to lose him like how I did in the past, with the future Tsuna.
“[Name] kiss me once more.”
“Don’t sound like it’s your last…” I smiled as tears escaped from my eyes as I obeyed and kissed him softly on his lips.
This was exactly what Tsuna said before he died, he will not die this time. I believe in him!

--A few weeks later
“Tsunayoshi-kun!” I cheered with a bright grin and embraced him tightly yet gently.
“[N-Name]…” Tsuna smiles “I told you I would be fine!”
“You and the Vongola are returning back to the present today yeah?” I continued to smile gently as I looked up to him.
Although he was younger than me by a lot he was still a tad taller.
“Y-Yeah…I’ll miss you though.”
“Haha! It’s alright! You’ll meet my present self very soon!”
“I hope so!” Tsuna smiled.

--Almost back to the present
Everyone was gathered at Irie’s base getting ready to go back to where they really belonged.
“Ah would you like to meet your future selves Vongola?” Spanner asks as everyone looked excited.
“R-Really?!? You can do that?” Asked Gokudera.
“Mm, of course.” Grinned Irie.
With a click of a button…
“T-TSUNAYOSHI-KUN!!!” I cried as I ran towards my husband.
“[Name]…I’m sorry you must’ve been worried about me.” He says with his silky voice, oh how I missed that voice.
I buried my face into his toned chest as he holds me tight as he inhales my scent from my neck.
“*hic*…I-I’m so happy…STUPID DUMB SHIT!!!” I cried as I whacked him in his chest as I felt a grumble in his chest from his chuckling.
“I’m sorry, but look! We will have a great future now!”
“…”
“Heh, why don’t I make it up to you tonight?” He asks with a smirk and a raised brow as he lowers his face towards mine and kissed me passionately.
‘E-EHHH?!?! Is my future self that horny?!!’ The present Tsuna gasped as his future self looked down at him.
“Young Tsuna…” He greeted as the corners of his lips pulls upwards.
The older Tsuna noticed that the younger Tsuna looked at his wife’s lips.
“Haha…I usually won’t allow anyone to do this…but you are myself technically…” He says as I looked up at Tsuna.
Tsuna pulls his younger self into my chest.
“[N-Name]…” the young Tsuna blushed as I looked at him and then looked up at the other Tsuna.
I smiled as I cupped his face and pulled myself into him and kissed him gently but this time allowing my tongue to swipe along his parted lips.
“A-Ahnn…” Tsuna moaned as the older Tsuna chuckled.
“Well, thank you for looking after her while I was gone young Tsuna.” He says as he pats his back.
“Um…you picked a really good one…” Tsuna shyly says as the older Tsuna looked shocked.
“You mean we picked a really good one.” He says with a grin.
“Well, you should be going soon Vongola.” Irie states as he got the machine ready.
“I’ll miss you [Name]!” Tsuna cries as tears flowed out of his eyes.
“I’m sure we’ll meet very soon Tsunayoshi-kun! Er…Tsu-kun!!!” I giggled as he slowly disappears.
“Hey, [Name] you never called me Tsu-kun before.” Tsuna pouted as I giggled.
“Cause your my marito bello~”
“Bella moglie~” He chuckles.

--Back to the present
“Today class we will be…”
‘Ah…[Name]…’ Tsuna daydreams in class.
“Having a new student….”
‘She’s so pretty…and gentle…’ Tsuna continued.
“HELLO EVERYONE! I’M [NAME] [LAST NAME]!!!PLEASED TO MEET YA!” A loud and proud voice called out.
“HIIIIII [N-NAME]?!?!” Tsuna screams as he toppled over.
She sure is different…but I still love her.
Tsuna watched as [Name] grinned at the whole class.
Heh
Love~

Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Tsunayoshi :: Red Ribbon of Memory ::Sawada

Valentine’s Day, today was the day to tell Tsuna the truth!
But, was it really the best choice?
I held onto the box of chocolates that I made yesterday behind my back as I fiddled with the red velvet ribbon as I watched Tsuna at his locker from behind a wall.
I took a deep breath as I walked up to him, still with the chocolates hidden behind me.
“Tsunayoshi-kun?” I smiled as I walked towards him with a blush dusting my cheeks.
“A-Ah, [Name]-chan! What is it?” Tsuna nervously smiled as he fidgeted with the Vongola ring around his neck.
“U-Um…Tsunayoshi-kun…please accept these!” I cried as I shoved the box of chocolates in his face.
He took it and before he could reply I quickly skidded away and hid behind a wall as I peeped to see his reaction.
Tsuna well…looked dumfounded of course…
Oh wow…here comes Kyoko…
“Tsuna-kun!” She chirped as Tsuna’s brown eyes widened.
‘Ah…Kyoko-chan definitely can’t see me with these chocolates!’ Tsuna mentally panicked as he quickly threw the box of chocolates in the garbage can beside his locker.
“A-Ah Kyoko-chan!” Tsuna smiled brightly as he turned to face Kyoko as they both walked away together.
At the moment I never knew I would ever experience something that heart breaking…
I swallowed the lump in my throat as I slumped down.
The palms of my hands started to ache as I placed my hands on my face.
“Well…I at least thought he would accept my chocolates even though he wouldn’t accept my feelings…boy was I wrong!” I laughed trying to ease the pain.
I slowly got up as I walked towards the garbage bin and picked up the chocolates as I swept my fingers along the ribbon as I walked through the halls of Namimori Chuu.
I was so stupid…
---Ten years later---
“Hey it’s Valentine’s Day again…” I smiled as I flopped onto the grassy ground that belonged to the Vongola Mansion.
It has been ten years huh...since that day… I thought to myself as I raised my arm above my eyes to gaze at the red velvet ribbon that once was attached to the box of chocolates.
I sighed as I smiled at the red ribbon flapping in the summer wind as I clenched lightly on it.
However over the ten years not much changed in our relationship, besides him dating Kyoko for a year or two but that was a long time ago it didn’t go well you can say.
Was I happy or upset? Well it was good that he moved on in life unlike me swearing to myself that I will never fall in love again.
And to remind me of that promise since that day till now I wore the red ribbon around my wrist.
I still regret that day…
“[Name]-chan…” A warm familiar voice called out as I looked straight up to see the handsome Tsuna looming over me with a warm smile.
“Sawada-san.” I greeted as I sat up and smoothed out the folds on my white dress as I patted the spot next to me as the brunette smiled as took a seat.
“[Name]-chan…I’m sorry. I’m really sorry…” Tsuna spoke as soft as a whisper as tears started to fill the rim of his warm brown eyes.
“Hahaha! For what silly?!” I laughed pretending nothing was wrong as I wiped away his tears with both of my hands as I gave him a soft assuring smile.
“Ten years ago on this very day.” Tsuna seriously stated as he takes hold of both of my hands as the red ribbon slips away between my fingers.
“A-Ah!” I exclaimed as I quickly stood up to reach it as the wind took it away as Tsuna followed and got up too as he pulls me into a tight embrace.
“No [Name]-chan let it go.”
I shook my head in his warm body as I pressed both of my hands on his chest trying to resist the embrace.
“S-Stop! L-Let me go! Sawada-san!” I cried as I shook my head violently as tears started to run down my face.
He ignored me as he tighten his grip on me as I gave up and clenched onto his black cloak as I sobbed into his chest.
“You know, it really hurts me when you stop calling me by name.” Tsuna says as he runs his slender fingers through my [colour] locks.
“You know it really hurts when I watch my lover throw away my chocolates in the garbage.”
“I know, I’m sorry. And I’m sorry how I haven’t noticed it till now. I didn’t even know that you found out until recently when Yamamoto told me, okay? I’m sorry and I will tell you that every single day until I die.” Tsuna says as he places both of his hands on my shoulder as he gazed into my [colour] orbs.
“I’m sorry...” He said again as he slowly places his soft lips on mine.
“T-Tsuna-san…stop.” I weakly ordered as a blush crossed my face, it’s been 10 years and he apologizes now?
“It’s been ten years Tsuna-san. Things change.” I strictly stated as he pulls away and gazes into my eyes with his innocent ones.
“Things change but it doesn’t mean that your emotions ever changed for me [Name].” Tsuna said what his hyper intuition told him.
I pouted at the truth as I took a step closer to him as I slowly wrapped my arms around his waist while pressing my cheek against his toned chest.
“Tsuna…” I whispered as tears started to brim my eyes.
He returned the embrace as I peered up to see the red ribbon drifting about in the sky.
If I could let that go, then I can let go of the past too.